Sunday, May 11, 2008

Mother's Day

Well, after weeks of hearing and seeing Mother's Day advertising, it's finally over. What a rough week. From having to take Tuesday off because I needed a day to cry and reflect (as well as throwing things at every Mother's Day commercial I saw) to dealing with my grandma taking out the family drama on me last night, it's finally over.

I have had to be a support system for my dad, brother and grandma this week and it really left me hardly any time to reflect or deal with the pain in my heart that I feel. And it's finally hitting me. All I want to do is curl up in bed and cry, but I know I have to be strong and keep going.

I wonder if this day will ever be easy. Even when I have my own kids. I miss my mom.


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