Apparently my family hasn't seen enough progress from me lately and have decided to lecture me on other alternatives to my weight loss. One of them being...lap band procedure. Are you f-in kidding me? I am absolutely livid about this!
I have worked so hard the past few months to get back on track and for them to not see that and not recognize what I do every day to lose this baggage is insulting and hurtful. The subject is not up for discussion. I will not let their judgement stand in my way. I have had to fight demon after demon from a lifetime of negative comments and constant criticism from my father over my weight. And I have FINALLY, after many many many years, gotten to the point where I can splurge and not feel guilty. That is HUGE for me. This is coming from a girl who struggled with throwing up when I thought I ate too much just a little over a year ago.
I refuse to do this any other way than MY way! This is my journey and as far as I'm concerned, if you're not going to help me along my journey, keep your damn comments to yourself! I've lost 80 pounds on my own. I know how to do this. I will do this. But it will be on MY terms!!
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Im sorry they are being hurtful. Keep up the good work. Stay strong.
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